When I think about the past, it's not to go back to it or reminisce. For me, it's served me as little reminders of where I've been, what I experienced, what it taught me and finally where I don't want to be again. Not only do I get the reminder, but I also start feeling those feelings all over again and say to myself, "I deserve better". Last year, unexpectedly I got that reminder and I said, "no, I am not about[...]